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visitation upon bloodline illuminate some and other blured further. work steadfastly and foucs constantly. dodged a deal but shoulda been better. noticing propensity to slump into easy low energy. but must persevere lest it compound and catch in a catch 22 low energy slump. need to go to something more difficult. need to suffer more. need to relax about the suffering more. need to read and know more and do and take much less. centralize and characterize. 1